Soul Retrieval

5/27/09 My goal is to find out if I can find a lost piece of my soul.
This one is going to be pieced together from memory because I didn't write all of this journey down right away, I wrote short little notes . I started this journey as before. I sit and calm myself and my mind. I put the drumming on. I call upon my Reiki enegy. As before I say Cho Ku Rei (put the power here). I say Sei He Ki (Mental emotional healing symbol). I say Hon Sha Ze Sho Nen ( distance healing symbol to go to the underworld with me). I call Raku (Kundalini snake/fire). I ask who I will need to go on this Journey. Snake says I will only need her but I can have any go that I feel I need. Snake says she gets me to the underworld. This time 6 snakes accompany me through the earth to the gatekeeper. I wear my spirit guides on me as I go. One snake wrapped around my midsection. One wrapped around my head and neck, one on each extremity.
This time I follow through the forest without looking at any other way. We travel to see spirit woman. When we enter the door we see a young woman with long black hair. I say "Spirit woman, grandmother earth you are not old". She replies "I don't have to be". She asks me why I have come this time. I tell her that because of my continued feelings of loss that keep coming up because of my father I wanted to do a soul retrieval. I tell her that many times I have felt abandoned by different men in my life. Because of this I am often sad and feel alone. I have feelings of worthlessness and sometimes feel that I am not seen. Spirit woman sat with me and said over and over to my soul. "They abandoned the best part of you, the part that they left was good and whole. They lost a part of their soul by leaving you. You do not need to retrieve your piece of soul about this they do". This was wordless but very loud in my mind.
We then sat for a few minutes silent as before. I said well if there is nothing else to say I will be leaving now. Silence continued as we sat for another few minutes. I rose and turned to go and she said "You are not done yet". I didn't understand so I asked "what else then". She then said "Show me your Reiki energy". I stood and raised my arms up palms up and flat. I started by making a small yellow and white energy ball in each palm. I then made the energy balls grow and move down both arms to my heart. I felt the energy in the length of my arms and in my heart as warm and humming. The energy continued to grow in my center. The energy then turned into fire which grew to consume my whole body. This fire did not burn me. This fire grew to twice my size all around me. As this energy seemed to get too big for me to hold Spirit woman told me to send it out to the world. I then sent the healing energy to my house and out the windows and doors to the world. Spirit woman thanked me and said I was to send this energy out often. My journey was now over and we went back.
Thankyou spirit guides for helping me with my journeys.
After this journey I had a mark on my left arm about 6 inches long and 1 1/2 inches wide. My daughter said it looked like a snake mark. It is still there a week later.