Beginning and Ending

Before the opening was done the singing started. Et ay eh yah na ne eh ah...........A far away voice from a far away time. "wait crows, wait for the beginning, all in time, wait I will willingly go with you after calling the ancestors". As we call the ancestors I hear the chanting and the pounding fierceness of the drums.
OK crows I am ready to fly. Black crows talons in my arms, they bear me up, apart of the sky, through the veil. Never forgetting snake, as she is always near, I carry her in my arms and on my shoulders, she comes with me in other worlds wherever I may go. She opens the new for me and is my companion and friend.
I cry out "Crows, show me the song of the spheres, I don't know what they are, I don't know what to look for" Walking awhile with crows flying above me I encounter a being, a woman, she is mostly blue light, I can not make out her features as she is covered in a blue robe and she is a column of blue and white light. She tells me her name which I can not say to anyone. I ask if she is for me, she answers affirmatively. We are standing on a what seems to be a ledge , a part of a mountain, as I feel that we are up high but there is nothing around us. She is holding several spheres, they are filled with darkness and stars. She starts throwing them into the nothingness and they explode into universes. She tells me "These are the beginning". Handing me an orb she tells me that this is my universe. As I stand holding the orb it engulfs me so that I am inside it then contracts and I am holding it again. The woman of light tells me that this is my universe she instructs me to throw it out there. As I throw the sphere she whispers that I can make it just what I want to.
The dance of the spheres begin, I hear the chanting of old times again. I hear the drum singing. The orbs are circling around me and I am shown to do a spiral dance called to the center and back again. To the beginning and the end. As I am dancing a man with a wolfs head comes to me. He bites me on the shoulder and says "Come here with me now, I have something to show you". He drags me to underworld through my forest to a prairie where there is a den filled with 3 baby wolves. He says " Look at them and remember them. Look at them closely". I ask "What does this mean? I am crying, tears running down my face I look at them and then back at him . He tells me "The spirit babies are here with us they are safe ". We turn into the fog of a dark morning or night and start walking, I can not see the den any longer only a densely fogged forest.
I hear the drum calling me back, I say thank you I have to go. Wolf says "Not yet...wait. I want to tell you one more thing today". "What wolf, what do you say?" I am close to saying I will stay here longer, as long as you want, I will ignore the drums call. He then whispers "I am part of you, I am with you, just remember". Then he fades and crow flies me back to now.